God has laid it upon my heart and actually placed a call on my life to write and to share some of my personal struggles with others. I believe He wants me to help those who have been through similar events/situations.
I am an introverted person by nature and the things that have happened in my life, which have made me who I am, tended to make me even more so. I know to be able to share my stories with others I have to let go of the walls I have carefully constructed to protect myself and be real with people. I have to be prepared to face the challenges that will come with putting myself out there. There will be rejection, disbelief and even those who will blame me for some of these things. Believe me, I have spent a lot of wasted time blaming myself.
I know that following through with the plan God has for my life will not be easy and I’m not real sure how to pursue it, but I know what He wants me to do. It’s time to hold my head up and be the person God wants me to be and be a blessing to those that I can.
Admitting this is the first step. The next steps are going to be tricky….here we go Lord!
